Poem of dialysis patient

I sit at dialysis connected to a machine

which cleans my blood and removes the poisions from with in me

as year ago this week they started doing tests on me

blood tests ultrasounds ct scans looking deep inside of me

then in march they gave me news

I had cancer in both my kidneys

it came as shock then they removed them in april from inside of  me

now i am dialysis patient with out any kidneys

with lots of wonderful nurses and a wonderful machine

which keep s me alive

so I can still write my poetry

and I am still able to sing

I am the pompey poet cancer didnt beat me

I put up a fight and climbed the mountain before me

the poem of a dialysis patient with out any kidneys.

Many weeks have passed the day almost here

The window of life is still open to me

The window life is still open to me

even with cancer in both my kidneys

 

there is hope still I feel and pray

if they operate quick they may save my days

 

if god is watching over me

I hope ive done enough for him to be kind to me

 

if not he will have his say

and my judgment will come before judgment day

 

my hands are tied desisions have been taken away from me

I am  in surgeons hands life with out kidneys

 

but the window of life is still open to me

 

Now I sit wait and see what God has instore for me

Another birth day passed away

another new year another day

will it be brighter and happier too

as I sit and wait some good or bad news

 

a doctor has informed me

something is wrong inside me

my life is changing so rapidly

I now have growths which I cant see

 

what is going on no one would tell me

theyre still not sure more tests to see

whether I have cancer in my kidney

 

then just to ad to the misery

they found something else inside me

what a year this is turning out too be

 

I am getting older which is clear too see

but fifty one and all this worry

 

now i just wait and see

what god has instore for me