My life changing experience and tears like a stream

After months of recovery and sickness and discomfort and pain

my emotions turn to anger depression and tears once again

life throws thoughts and strange feelings my way

as I close a door once again

after anger upset has caused dissaray

my mind thinks of past and happier days

someone who loved me and shed many a tear

whom I loved dearly but cant help me or get near

through my depression emotional shutdown

and tears around me who I have let go

as she cant  fully understand me

since my cancer and all my  surgery

and treatment you see

I am diferent now and not happy

treatment I have changes my life around me

attached to a machine which is my kidney

my tears flow each day like a little stream

as ive upset people who once loved me dearly

through words in anger and emotions deep from with in me

all I want in my life is happiness you see

to love be loved and to return to normality

and be at peace with my self and love humanity

She whispers her love

She whispers her love and shows that she cares

embracing me with her beauty and love as she stares


holding me close her soft skin next to me

I melt in her arms as she kisses me


her warmth her love her natural beauty

nothing else matters whens she is next to me


a love a moment a beautiful dream

a special moment of love naturally