TIRED AND WARN OUT CONSTANTLY

Tired and warn out constantly

somethings wrong

wrong with me

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every moment everyday

struggling to do tasks along the way

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everything is difficult for me understand and see

why cant I learn things in life

for everyone is so easy

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but for me is stressful diffiicult an impossibility

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why oh why I ask each day

cant I learn like normal people

each day

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is it possible

I am a adult with learning disabilities

is there any hope any hope for me

to be like everyone else whose normal and different from me.

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WHEN THERE IS LOVE

When there is love there is honesty there

nothing to hide everything is bare

you trust one another and you both care

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you love one another and care too

you dream of future with happiness through and through

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through every twist and turn each day

you find time to talk and share the day

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give each other the love that you both need

the moments of pleasure and loving so sweet

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the moments of passion and fondness too

when you love one another you stay so true

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you dont go off with another

you stick with your partner to

the lady you love who also loves you

this is special  both of you are too

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The window of life is still open to me

The window life is still open to me

even with cancer in both my kidneys

 

there is hope still I feel and pray

if they operate quick they may save my days

 

if god is watching over me

I hope ive done enough for him to be kind to me

 

if not he will have his say

and my judgment will come before judgment day

 

my hands are tied desisions have been taken away from me

I am  in surgeons hands life with out kidneys

 

but the window of life is still open to me

 

This is my life this isnt a fairy tale

Twice married twice failed

this is my life this isn’t a fairy tale

this is real this is me

I am facing reality

 

where was that seed

why didn’t  it grow

I will never ever know

 

what does our lord have for me

will he send me love

will it be

 

I will wait

wait and see

 

I ask I pray

for love and happiness to come my way

 

for someone genuine

 genuine too love me

my heart is waiting its waiting to sing

its waiting for love and for a beautiful dream

its waiting for love and true happiness

to come into my life once again

 

to make me feel whole and happy again

twice married twice failed

my life isnt a fairy tale

its not a dream

 

its just me  just me

waiting for love and happiness

once again too come into my life

to come to me to come to me

and make my heart

too make my heart sing

sing so beautifully

 

where are you my true love

come into my life please find me

open up  your heart

let me in let me let me feel your love

I am waiting

My life my feelings where are you

my life my feelings where are you

when is love really true

where is love I cant find you

 

is it possible or is it just a dream

its no where to be found

it nowhere to be seen

 

it just runs and hides from me

is it something that is meant to be

or has it been and gone and forgotten me

and left me on shelve to get dusty

 

they say there is someone for everybody

the greeks say its other half of our body

 

well love and happiness is just a complete mystery

for some it seems its meant to be

for others heartache and tradegy

 

we are left to sit by on shelves of life

getting dusty

like something discarded

not meant to be loved

not meant to be happy

 

only meant too sit dream

while the world goes on

endlessly

 

with valentines romance

and others fufilling there dreams

where has love gone

why does love and happiness desert me

 

I will just sit and wait getting dusty

the seed has failed to grow

and blossom beautifully

just another failed part

of socioty

 

maybe I am just meant to

sit and write poetry

and makes others smile

with what they read

 

when will my heart once again sing

when will valentines for words

become my love my dream

 

will the past hurts of life go away

and true love and happiness come

the pompey poets way

i sit and dream and dream maybe one day

Will love and happiness ever come my way

Will love and happiness

ever come my way

I wonder I think and think again

 

am i lost cause in this world I see

to be left on shelve getting old and dusty

 

did love just forget me and pass me by along the way

and say lost cause there,s no hope let him fade away

 

or is there,s someone special for me

I think not I have failed in this life I see

 

just meant to walked over trodden in the ground

like dirt never to be found left on life,s scrap heap

of misery

 

I rest my case life is my judge juror

and decision maker

 

what will be will be

there is no hope no hope for me